Grudges

I'll admit it now: I hold grudges. So please, don't mess with me. Don't say or do something that will hurt me, especially if you want to be friends with me because I hold grudges and it takes a LONG time for me to get over things. I know that I shouldn't hold grudges, and I should just let the past stay in the past. But when people hurt me in such big ways, I have a hard time just letting it go. Maybe one of these days I'll grow up and stop holding grudges. Who knows? I don't.